v o g u e ; unabated

my 200th post~~

wow.. my 200th post liao..
seldom update still got 200.. nt bad huh.. haha

just wanna show off my HAPPY MOOD..
mentioned in my last post tt i wan go tw rite..
but depends on my leave if i can get it..
cos jessica is fighting the same slot wif me..
she wan to go japan for concert.. but oso haven confirm yet..

if i cant get this slot.. i think i will hv no alternative cos all the slots are fully booked!!
heng sia~~

well today they balloted for the leave at 3pm @ yishun..
i so gan jiong, smsed jessica @4pm..

"hee.. balloting over liao?? so u win or i win?? haha"
tt's my sms to jessica..

"u can start plan ur tw trip.. lucky u!!"
tt's wad jessica replied me!!

so happy la!!
my prays answered!!
THANK GOD!!
wadever god tt ans my payers haha!!

went dinner wif cindy just now, shun bian planned our TW trip.. so excited la..
but i need to do more hw on tw.. so i can hv a better itinerary!!

btw.. recently always have feel for 4D.. haha
last sat bought 4D, shared wif my sis..
went out wif sis to anchorpoint and orchard..
den hv feel tt i hv touch 4D tt nite..
expected, touch consolation prize for ibet..
$12!!
on the way home today.. happy mood..
den hv feel for 4D so bought 4 set numbers..
usual hp number and another is the 1 i hv feel..
2020
but sad.. cant buy in this set of number...
in the end..
tonight starter got
0022!!!
nearly touch lo!!
if i can buy in!!

my feel still right huh..
will try my luck this weekend to earn my tw trip $$..
hee..

yenney
10:54 pm

TAIWAN here i come??!!

I WAN GO TAIWAN!! in jan

now still in the midst of leave balloting..
all along, im the only 1 in amk who wan the slot, from 5jan-11jan..
den this afternoon, jessica called me if i need tt slot..
she's now fighting tt slot wif me~~

ARGH~~~
really hoping i will get tt slot..
if not i will hv no chance to have a break aft my sch start which starting in march..
**praying**

when to MDIS preview yesterdaywif liang..
as wad tt weird guy said, MDIS only good thing is
FAST AND CHEAP!!
exemption to 2nd yr w/o seeing our result.. as long as hv related diploma..
and cost 23k nia~~
really cheap la..
somemore direct honours lo..

but i have only 1 choice in my mind.. which is UWA.. althou is more ex than MDIS, no honours and takes longer time to complete but i rather go for the quailty... wad i will learnt is very impt..

SHE latest mv..
An Jing Le
is a really sad song.. and the mv is equally sad.. aft watching feel so sad.. for tt moment only la...
think joanne cried when watching wif me.. dunno is her cry point low or the story of this song is so much similar to her story..

yenney
10:16 pm

im a STU PIG!!!

im really stu lo~~
sld say im a blur pig..

today as usual take bus to work..
when i reaching lab, near the traffic light to mrt station
i looked down to the ground and
i STUNNED!!
SUPER STUNNED!!
NEARLY FAINT!!
NEARLY WANNA DIE!!!

u noe what happened????

this is wad i wear it to work!!

my left is my new bling bling adidas and my right is my smelly yet comfy nike..
my 1st thought is to rush back home and change to the correct pair of shoes!!
called the lab to inform i will be late.. and joni laughed!! whaha

mmsed my sistas on my way home..
both say me
stupid..
and i sld on the light next time..
and i sldnt buy silimar shoes..

the cab fare is so ex despite the short distance cos of the peak hour charges!!
$7!! so took bus back to work..

sld hv just wore tt to work.. waste my $$..

cos i tot i will be goin to HQ in the afternoon so i got to change back.. if not my boss see me in these i will so paiseh la~~

decided nt to wear back either one of the balck shoes.. just in case i will wear back to the diff shoes.. haha..
so change to this.. sure wun wear wrong de!! haha..

bought this shoes bcos of Dbl O.. wore my birken but say cant go in wif tt shoes.. WTH?!?! so walked to Central to buy this shoes.. JJ bought 1 pair oso.. so today we 2 wore the same slippery shoes and zoomed in and out of the lab.. haha..

yenney
7:36 pm

down to bottom..
nth happened.. i think..
but feel down..
mayb is pms ba..

sometimes
i think no1 understand me,
even i myself i dun understand
wad i wan
wad i feel
wad i think
how i wish i could find some1 who understand me more than myself..

i realised i seldom tok to my friends or even my sistas bout my feeling..
i dun like to..
but i more willing to lend my listen ear to my friends..

mayb i dun like pple to see thru me..
mayb i just wan to hide my feeling deep inside myself
i wan to give pple impression tt i have no fan nao.. no problems..
but am i doin this well..

actually
i very very care
wad pple tok bout me
wad pple think bout me
wad pple feel bout me

is pms ba..
in the bus to work today
can actually 眼泪盈匡..
random thoughts in my mind
listening to 612.. (612 唱到我心坎里..)
and start emo..
early in the morning..

aft talk today.. emo back...
watched 星光大道,音乐故事
some1 dedicated a song to his father..
listened to the song and start tearing..
<<是你抚养我长大陪我说第一句话是你给我一个家让我与你共同拥有它>>
i tot i have stopped missing him anymore..
apparently he still lived in my heart.. deep inside..

my feeling..
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡我想是偶尔难免沮丧想离开想躲起来心里的期待总是填不满
i dunno..
just wanna let my emo out here.. and stop here..

yenney
11:07 pm