v o g u e ; unabated

down to bottom..
nth happened.. i think..
but feel down..
mayb is pms ba..

sometimes
i think no1 understand me,
even i myself i dun understand
wad i wan
wad i feel
wad i think
how i wish i could find some1 who understand me more than myself..

i realised i seldom tok to my friends or even my sistas bout my feeling..
i dun like to..
but i more willing to lend my listen ear to my friends..

mayb i dun like pple to see thru me..
mayb i just wan to hide my feeling deep inside myself
i wan to give pple impression tt i have no fan nao.. no problems..
but am i doin this well..

actually
i very very care
wad pple tok bout me
wad pple think bout me
wad pple feel bout me

is pms ba..
in the bus to work today
can actually 眼泪盈匡..
random thoughts in my mind
listening to 612.. (612 唱到我心坎里..)
and start emo..
early in the morning..

aft talk today.. emo back...
watched 星光大道,音乐故事
some1 dedicated a song to his father..
listened to the song and start tearing..
<<是你抚养我长大陪我说第一句话是你给我一个家让我与你共同拥有它>>
i tot i have stopped missing him anymore..
apparently he still lived in my heart.. deep inside..

my feeling..
孤单的想像寂寞的逃亡我想是偶尔难免沮丧想离开想躲起来心里的期待总是填不满
i dunno..
just wanna let my emo out here.. and stop here..

yenney
11:07 pm